Around my birthdayI thought about love. I wrote a book of love poems. Thinking and feeling love are two different animals. For god sakes I was married. That was fifteen years ago. Not sure if I know what love is but I want to learn.
This is what I do know:
I was born in relationship by being an identical twin. It sets the high bar for other relationships.
Pain and pleasure are intertwined.
I want to be a warrior for love and not a fool.
People I love die. Evie you will die too.
Things change but Love doesn’t die.
Love doesn’t take work. its the uncovering of allusions(the shadows) seeing what is real.
I can push people away when they get to close.
I think I can handle love…you don’t handle love you feel love.
Love scares the shit out of me. That is the truth.