Want to fight?


You want to fight? I want to hold your hand.

You put to put me in the dark and shut the door? I just want to make us some tea?

You want to take away my stuff? I don’t want any thing from you.

Go ahead I know you want to punch me on the chin. I don’t want to punch you. I wanted to give you a hug. I don’t get this lovely dovey business. It feels like as I get closer to you and you get more scared.

I know fighting. I know people leaving without saying goodbye.

What is this hand-holding and hugging?

Maybe I should go?

Why do you want to go?

You don’t seem to want anything I am offering. I go where I am wanted.

Stepping away. Don’t go. Why? I don’t want you to go? Why? That’s not good enough reason for me to stay.

I love you and this is scaring the shit out of me. I don’t know how to do this….how to love. You can start by loving yourself more. Then we’ll talk.


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