I am both. Sometimes I feel gray and unlovable..sad….Eve look in the gray there is beauty there… sunlight.
I get caught in the story that I am unwanted. I can manifest this story quickly, easily and painfully.
Sure I don’t have a family ……but I have a family and I have great friends..who sing Christmas Carols with me and feed me popcorn and Sting documentaries.
Just going to be myself.